It appears that simply getting the words out on the screen is not a problem when you know the direction and succeed to (temporarily) suppress the need of choosing the right words. The real problem is when you're not sure about the direction anymore.
Probably my outline sucked from the start because I hadn't invested enough efforts into it. Or maybe it's the opposite - I had over-planned it. I'm sticking to the basic idea but most of the details keep changing - and I'd rather not scribble whatever comes to my mind, because eventually it leads to dead ends and contradictions.
In fact, I can make a break, write out the updated outline, as detailed as necessary, and then continue to flesh it out. At least I was right that it's easier to work with several separate episodes. I'm approx. halfway through the first one. There's also a brief introduction, which had been written truly on the spur of the moment, I don't know if I should keep it at the end, due to the immanent "personal issues". It would look fine on TV though :( and maybe I should stop being paranoid.
Funny... the updated plot seems to get the "message" clearer, more consistent with my original vision. I didn't want it to appear like good people doing the bad things - rather, good people trying to do the good things (isn't it what all Star Trek is about ;) and the only difference is what they perceive as good. At least, I hope there's a difference :)
Oh well... stop rambling, back to work...
